All these thoughts racing through my head
All while it tries to slip into slumber within the confines of my bed
A question goes unanswered
For the reason that it goes unasked
Possibilities race through my mind
Unbidden and unwanted
Happiness just out of reach
Doubt always there like a horrid leach
A history that invades the present
A firm bastion against sadness
But also an opportunity for disaster to raise its fetid head
But I will not give up on this mm opportunity for bliss
I will not let it slip through my fingers like so many others
I must act but when
I do not know
Seeds of dissent this does sow
My mind will not rest